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Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ; 3:09 PM





Heyz...

Well.. back after sooo long. Hahahx! Anw, fer this entry i wanna tok about sumtin. Im nt showing off or anytinz. Its juz from e bottom of my heart. Well.. i have this thinking, whenever i received money or rite now, salary, i would give or another werd donate it but.... When e so called money is in my hands... Everytin about giving or donating went off.. 'FORGET'!
hEHEH! This is true, i dun deny it but i can tell others are also like that. Yes, i agree sum really did it and i respect them.

Fer my case, i tend to usually ferget and njoy to the extend untill im broke den i wud remember. Damn! I ferget! Thatz me! Hehehe! Now, i changed, i wud always remember about it. Whenever i saw sum1 or an organisation, i wud happily and wif my heartz, give. But provided i haf enuff. People alwas said do the gud things and gud things will happen to you sooner or later. Here, i wanna say, its true. God is fair! On sat, i went out to sumwhere and den off fer karaoke. While on my way, i saw this man asking fer donation, well, he was blind and in a pity state. He looks really pity n if he's asking fer donation, therez nuthing wrong compared to nwadays people who is strong and able to werk but still asking fer donations from people. Well.. i juz slot in without counting and juz hand it over to him. In my mind, i dun think of anything not even gud things to happen to me.

Like i said previously, god is fair. After njoying myself, went sumwhere to meet my family fer my super late dinner. We went out not far from our home. Each of us ordered a drink and meal and when my dad was about to take out his wallet to pay fer the meal, the waiter said, "The man paid fer it all'. We were all suprised but my dad knew who the man was. He was my dad's friend. Not only did he paid fer our drink, well he also did paid fer our meal too. My dad was abit ashamed tho coz we didnt expect him to treat us. Well.. i began to think.. perhapz.. it was our family dae. I wun say we have to donate or do sumtin gud in order fer gud things to happen but juz think fer urself.

Todae is our dae to help those in needs. Perhapz our's will be in future, we cnt determine out fate. It all lies in the hands of god but not totally all. Fer sum other things, u haf to werk hard fer it. But whateva you are doing, we should really be sincere and not asking back. I agree i alwaz ferget when i have loads of money in my hands but when u njoy it, it dosent stay long wif you. If you were to give sum, you wud really feel the different. I juz hope i wun ferget whenever i see sumone in need. Hahahax! Hopefully!

*Believe it or not*





Tuesday, May 6, 2008 ; 10:41 PM


HeyA!


Im confused! HaIZ..
I know maybe i shouldnt be thinking about it now but i juz cnt help it. Its true wat i heard long

time ago, studyng is the best of all! Haha! Nah, i dun say i hate my job. But till, i get my degree
any job no matter wat position, i wun be at ease. =) Ermm.. till now, im planning and still
thinking.. but im not too sure if im able to take it. Yes, i haf a dip in biz mgmt. But.. cn i take
a degree a masscom?! I juz need to be really sure about that. Hmm... yea, sum might be
thinking, y a change of route?! If you read my past entry, maybe you would undrstand.

Haha! Sumtimes, i ll juz laugh at myself. I dunnoe y suddenly im in a biz world. Tersesat kot!
Hehe! But well, i look far. Not only about me but wat the world is going tru now. They are
booming in biz industries. Another thing, thot of... Errr... changing job! hahaha! If Nisha get to
this, im dead! She will really2 hate me! Lots of werk cuming and im leaving?! Definitely NO
WAY! Dunnoe, wanted to try a job full of challenges, i wun say my current job is not challenging, every job has its own challenge but i PREFER more! hehe! Like real me can handle! Try me! Betta not say try, take me! Well, will help NTUC INCOME fer the time being and see how. HAHA! Oh ya, i also need to think twice if i were to change a job. Coz.. hmm.. e environment is not bad, juz a 'not bad'. Every co has its own politics, we juz haf to face it but so far, its not that bad in my current job. To me, i dun mind about the pay or anyting else coz that cums in the 2nd position, if therez a big office politics prob, dun tink i cn survive! I juz hate that! Peaze ya!


Oh ya, saying about degree, perhapz if i cnt take a degree in masscom, i have thot twice about it. Im going into accounting and finance line. Prefer that and... ermmm.. can say higher pay!
hehe! Maybe.. Juz wat i cn see now. => Well, not only pay, betta future and yes, can say it,
im into that also. Anw, Bed time.
*Believe it or not*





Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ; 10:22 PM


Heya!!

Howz werk todae? I can say.... ****Toot! Hahax! Well.. I dun say such things nor I like hearing people say such things. Anw.. abit stressful and tired I can say. Hahax! Anw.. todae is not like normal daes where i can really plan my schedule fer the dae so that i cn finish it up asap. From the time Im supposed to start werk which is @ 9 till 12, me and syafiqah have been toking and surfing the net. Not because we didnt do our werk, its because the werk is still not yet given to us. There have been abit changes to it so well, we basically did nuthing in the mornink. We can even chat and chat till i felt hungry and started to eat biscuitz usually given by my colleague. =p


The worst part was when the whole work load started cuming in. It was about 1pm when me and Syafiqah said.."Confirm todae OT!" hAiz... hehe! Well.. we decided to go lunch ferst and den continue wif the werk after it. Well.. back from lunch, i waste no minute and started to be focus and while i was doing.. Bit by bit, more werk cuming in to my way. Futhermore, i was damn irritated wif e doc that i was doing currently, Damn peaze off!!!

I knew my colleague beside me knew i was frustrated so when she wanted to pass me another doc, she said to me nicely! Hahaha! I did realise it but acted cool. hehe! Juz gif her a friendly like smile. Anw.. its not her fault, it was my job to handle the doc. Luckily, after Syafiqah finished her werk which was actually end of the dae at 6pm, she help me out wif sum of the doc. LESS BURDEN! hAHAHAX! Well.. we did our werk and suddenly when i started to feel abit lazy, sumting happen! The system that i need to use was kind of down!!!! YESH!!!

Well, guess even the com knows me! Hhahaha! Watz more? Hint Syaqifah to pack up! Peaze ya!Nah.. actually, it wasnt any one of our fault, the system was down, so y should we waste our time there. We are also damn tired! But luckily, therez only abit more to finished up. Told Nisha which happens to be a friend of mine and also the one who offered me the job and.... Ermm.. Perhapz the manager fer the deparment im in. =)


Thatz fer todae, need to turn in early fer another pack dae tmr! Nytez!
*Believe it or not*





Monday, April 28, 2008 ; 9:04 PM


Heya!!

Baddy'z backz!
Its been quite sum time since i updated my blog. Buzy?! Errmm.. perhapz.
Hmm.. maybe also i juz dunnoe what to blog about. Hahax!
Maybe too many things on my mind. Hehe! Anw.. im doing well now.
Yes, i gotten a job and started last week. Hmm.. i gt a job thru a fren of mine and yeah, atleast i dun feel awkward. And yes, also wif one of my bestie, Syafiqah! Hehe!
So far, the job can be considered relaxing but.... Therez a but to everyting in this life. U need to really buck up n be alert and nt make a mistake! =) Two word fer this job.
Quantity n Quality! Hahaz!


Anw.. I can say i njoy this job but i wish to upgrade myself further also. Yeah, i REALLYx100 wanna get a degree and secure a stable job. Thatz e 1st thing i want to achieve.

Oh ya! I remembered 1 incident. Well... i juz love it. I get to know a guy... WAIT! Nt a guy to go into r/s k! Let me make this clear! Nt into r/s rite nw.. And yeah, he can be considered like an uncle to me. Anw, he was 1 of the 3 people that i get to know when i joined a 4 dae course. Well.. the course was just to upgrade myself and since that time i haven gotten a job, i might as well do sumting useful rather then juz slack and do nuthing at home.

He was damn friendly and yes! Funny! Know wat?! He lied to me wen i asked about his age!Hahaha! Luckily he didnt tell me 1o yearz younger his real age. hehe! He told me he was 35 and well, most of the people in the class was much older then me. It was an open course fer all. After that, I get to know another two malay gurlz! Luckily!!! Haha! Thatz was my ferst thot. Atleast i get to stick to sumone else rather den juz this 'Abang'(bro). After getting to know this these 3 people, well, we stick well wif one another.

You can say too bad or my luck, that i get to sit next to this guy fer the 4 consecutive daes.
Hahah! He make me laugh all day long! He was talented and yes, one other thing, he can draw very very well! I really admire people easpecially guys who can draw and....COOK!!!
Well.. thatz one of my future guy criteria! Hahaha!

Anw, glad to meet these chapz coz they are juz wonderful! Funny and nice to be friendz wif. Hmm.. back to me. Now, other then werkng, i spent time teaching... ME?! TEACHING?! Maybe sum knowz tha im NOT into teaching. Hhaha! Yes! Bt it was juz tutoring. I dunnoe, i juz dun like it. But i juz feel a want to try that out but well.. let see.. wat happen next.

Thatz fer now. Take care buddiez!
*Believe it or not*





Friday, March 28, 2008 ; 12:49 AM


Heyz!



Back! Anw, Im juz going to type what happens todae altho abit tiring! Actually, I din expect my dae to be kind of hectic. Hahax! Not actually that hectic tho but to be honest, i did not expect it. Starting off.. I received an email on Mondae, a company asking me if im available todae which is 27th Mar' 08 to discuss about the position i applied which is PA. Yes, i replied saying that, I will come down fer e so called interview. On wednesdae, I received another call asking me to cum down fer an interview fer e position of Admin which is referred to me by my agent. Ok. Im prepared fer both e interview.





So, wen e dae cums, which is todae, I was all prepared. Bearing in mind wat ever happens coz i believe if your luck is there, you will surely get the job rite but on other hand, you must olso be prepared fer it. 1st interview @ Prudential inssurance co as a PA. It goes well but e interviewer was not the boss. He's e recruitment officer. Kind of a young guy. After e interview, I was told if i were shorlisted fer e second interview, they will contact me back. I said aites! I have done my part. Its all up to em.





Now.. While on my way to e second interview which is at Lavender, I called e person since yesterdae I told her that I have an interview in e mornink and after that I will contact her back and mayb will drop by fer the interview. So, she told me e way to get there. On reaching lavender and on my way out from the MRT, I received a call. Its from Educare, another co. Yes. I did applied oso. Fer e position as an Admin officer. Told e person that I will contact her back coz Im on my way fer another interview. Great!


So, fer e second.. Ermm.. i wun say much coz e place is... not really comfortable to me. Im not choosy! haha! I dun want to make a mistake. I muz be truth to myself. What I actually want in a job and what I can see myself in. I can forcebly force myself into sumtin that i dun feel comfortable in. So, e boss told me about the company and interview me as usual. Showed me around the place. After noe-ing all that I noe, I juz be frank to him. I juz told him that, I will think about it and get back to him asap coz I need to consider. Hahax! So, yea, he said, e position will be offered to me so if therez anytin, juz contact him back.


On my way out, called e lady from e Educare. So, e lady asked if im free to cum down fer e interview and since im out, I might as well juz go fer it. So, this time, it was at KengLee Road which is near to KK hospital. I have no problem finding e place and yes when I 1st step in, e environment was friendly and thatz 1 of my so called criteria. Hahax! E interviewer which is e senior HR exec was damn friendly. Noe wat?! E interview turn out to be kind of a person to person chat! We tok about FOOD! hahax! Not only that, we tok about studies and also yes, she told me about e job scope and how issit like. This is e best interview I had! Heheh! So, after it, she told e same as like my 1st interview, if I were shorlisted, she will contact me asap.


Great! Altho, yes, I did get e job of e second interview that I went but I also need to consider about other things and with that, I will see how. Like i said previously, I have done my part, I wun be sad or curse myself if i did not get e second round of interview coz I have given my best and its all up to em. I saw this quote and I love it so much! "Dun tink how you will suit e job but think how the job will suit you". Great! Nytex! Hope miracle happens tomorrow! Hahax!
*Believe it or not*





Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ; 12:32 AM


Hey!

Im back! Anw.. while surfing the net and chatting, suddenly, this question pop up in my mind. "Did i made the right choice of taking Business Management course"? Hmm... mayb sounds abit weird and funny tho. I should actually be thinking about it long before i sign up for this course. Bt indeed, YES! I have thot about it thoroughly. Business world is exciting and challenging. I dun deny that other world have its own challenge bt to me, Business is a more wider options in terms of work and studies. I can even set up my own company in future if i have all the necessary backgrounds and experience and compete wif otherz! Its exciting tho having to own a company.



1 thing i can say abt me.......



I SACRIFICE my DREAMZ! Yes, my dreamz. Another questions that i should be asking myself. "What do i want to achieve and see myself in future as?" I think i did have the answer for that but another part of me is also thinking about the world. What the world is moving towards now and also i need to see myself if i have what it takes to be 'that person'. Yea, many might be wondering even i am also wondering about what i wanna be in future.


To be honest, i have a heart and passions for writting. Be it stories or any kinds of writting. I juz love reading and writting. Its another way to express what you feel and think. I dream of being a journalist! I juz WISH to be part of it. Bt i juz think that i have gone to the wrong direction. Hmm.. its true. Everything in this world is not fair but i believe everything happens for a reason and I trust God! Who noes, i might be going towards the route of my dream but maybe I will excel in the journey that im taking right now. Who noes.. Nobode. Whatever it is, I will still continue wif the journey and hope to see some clues for my next destination.


Some people might say.. Dream on.. dream on..
Hey! I guess we should. Therez no harm dreaming nor a penalty or law for that!
Hahahx! But dream and reality should be separated. We need to noe the position we R in.
But I BELIEVE i will be somebode in future! It juz takes time and believe in myself.
*Believe it or not*





Saturday, March 15, 2008 ; 11:44 PM


HeY!
Its been long since i updated my blog. Yeah, kinda busy. Hahahx! Anw, I really wanna say sorrie to my bestie, Siti Noraisha for not updating my blog and also thanx for the previous help wif my blog. Its nt that I'm nt into blogging, its juz that I will usually occupy my time wif other things. Now, since i started all over again, will try to update when I'm free.

Anw, Wanna share sumting that I heard. Im nt too sure if its true
or juz a rumour. Hmm.. bt i guess maybe its truth since its pass from the mouth of an adult and not kidz! This all started when my cuzzie told me that therez this 'thing' that have been going around my area at nytex. At first, I told her to juz stop the crap coz usually I dun believe a single thing when a person who's below my age tells me about sumting. I even told her to watch out the next time I see her coz she dared to play this trickz on me huh. Hahahx!
Bt i started to believe it and even clarified the issuies wif her! Yeah, she told me everything that she heard and also from what i heard. I dunnoe to believe it or not. Bt 1 thing for sure, Im not going to come home at 12 and above, thatz for sure! C'mon.. juz trying to play safe huh! Peaze! (",) Hehe! 1 more thing, I heard that my uncle who's my cuzzie's dad even wanted to stay over at my granny's place since my granny stay near me JUZ to see that 'thing'!! hahax! Bt I heard that he's not that brave enuff. Mayb lookng for troublez or juz wanna experience it! You will never noe.
Yeah, true, sum people said, ME will alwaz look for trouble BUT let me emphasize on this, I look for 'good' trouble and I dun trouble anyone wif my trouble k. Its juz a matter of playing and njoying it bt im not mean! Dun worrie! I have a limit! Haha! I guess for this time and this 'thg' issues, i will not look for trouble. Thatz juz not the type of gamez that I play! Anw, till i update again! Nytex! * Believe it or not*

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